I wish I knew what it felt like to love someone. I wish I could hold her in my arms and see her smile right before our lips touched. I want a relationship with her but she doesnt feel the same way. Idk what it is... Maybe Im not good enough or somthing. If only she would beleive what i said to her. I dont think iv ever wanted a serious relationship before. Its saddening how the time that i know I could be happy with her and make her happy she doesnt want to be together.





As she says "Love is just the fast train to heartache."





..........Its too bad she doesnt think this train is on a diffrent rail.







                                                                                                                Alan